Name :SARINE CHENG SI MIN♥
Relationship status :SINGLE
Age :15
D.O.B :27th FEB
MSN :her-journey@hotmail.com
“I have often been downcast, but never in despair;
I REGARD MY HIDING AS A DANGEROUS ADVENTURE,
ROMANTIC AND INTERESTING AT THE SAME TIME.
IN MY DIARY I TREAT ALL MY PRIVATIONS AS AMUSING.
I HAVE MADE UP MY MIND NOW TO LEAD A DIFFERENT LIFE FROM OTHER GIRLS.
MY START HAS BEEN SO VERY FULL OF INTEREST,
AND THAT IS THE SOLE REASON WHY I HAVE TO LAUGH AT THE MOST PAINFUL AND HUMOROUS SIDE OF THESE MOMENTS.”
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I'm the only witness and the only person who can judge my life.
This is my blog so F**K OFF if you hate it.
[LOADS OF THOUGHTS]
Things that have been done cannot be undone... ♥
Just get alive and be yourself... ♥
You won't get affected by others if you don't let them affect you... ♥
Truth is never beautiful and what is beautiful might not be the truth... ♥
The past can give some indication of who we are but it doesn't define us.The future does not definedefine us either even though many would like to live in hope that things will be better tomorrow.But they do not get better unless something is done today.
What has happened is already the past.What is known as the future is unknown.What is happening is call the presen.So treasure the present that we have.
You can spend a day happily or you can spend a day suffering.Either way,you still have to spend the day.So why make things difficult for yourself? Just enjy yourself as things around you still goes on no matter what.
You are unsure of the future ahead of you.Do you stop there and keep think about the past and whether you can go back o the past? It is good to remember the good old times but that is the past.Things changes and improve.You cannot always think of the good old times to console yourself.
That is call as deceiving yourself.You are just trying to make yourself feel better when you cannot catch up with the modern world and the rapid changes.You cannot stay put.You have to upgrade yourself and move on with the modern world.
There are people out there who will compete with you.The only way to outwin them is to improve yourslef.You must have the faith that you can do it and that the people who loves you will support you.That is something that pushes you on.
No matter what,just PUSH(PRAY UNTIL SOMETHING HAPPENS) yourself.For those who are free-thinker,just push yourslef too.Give yourself support and words of encouragement.That is call as loving yourslef.As words of encouragement is a language of love.By loving yourself,you make others want to love you too:D
FINDING TRUTH♥
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Sunday, March 21, 2010
|5:03 AM|
How long ago was it that you feel contented?
It is hard to be contented as there is many things in the world that we don't have.Humans are like that.They will never feel contented and they will always compare themselves to others.They will want the things that other people have but they don't have.They will only compare like that when they want something.Humans are bias towards themselves.
EXAMPLE: When we don't do well in something,we will always compare ourselves to people who are lousier than us to make ourselves feel better.That is why we will never improve and never catch up with the better people.It is because we give ourselves too much chances.
In contrary,when we have something good,we show it off to people who don't have it.We try to make others feel inferior so that we,ourselves,can feel superior.This is the time when jealousy comes in.Where people fight till their heads bleed to make a mark for themselves to prevent others from lokking down on them.
These two behaviour are not acceptable.You should not find excuses for yourself when you do something wrong.These are the steps you might want to refer to:
1) Admit that you are wrong 2) Find your mistake 3) Clarify your doubt 4) Correct your mistakes 5) Never give up until you get it right As,the moment you give up you die. So,never give up until the day you die.( QUOTED FROM:MR TAY MY MATHS TEACHER :D)
Another issue is that you should never be too proud. There is a chinese proverb:An army puffed up with pride is bound to lose. It means that the soldiers who are too proud of themselves will soon be defeated by their own Pride.We sholud never look down on others but instead,motivate them to be as successful as us.This is a value i learn from school.Being a community that supports.We should stand as one and motivate each other.Not only you are helping yourselves,you are also helping others.When we hep others,we will feel contented.Things don't have to be complicated or expensive when it comes down to such a simple and natural thing as contentment.
Like how i felt contented today by writing this post so people can learn from this and motivate thmeselves.People,we cannot help you unless you allow us to help.So lets help each other.
MAY GOD BLESS YOU AND GUIDE YOU ON YOUR WAY TO BE AN ANGEL:D
FINDING TRUTH♥
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Friday, March 19, 2010
|8:49 PM|
Do you want love or do you want bread?
This is a question that we will often come across.Maybe a lot of teenagers around my age,will choose love rather than bread.They think that being in a relationship is better then worrying about monetary issues.As for me,i won't choose either of it.Love is important,but the world id realistic.Without money,we will face a lot of problems to be in a relationship.That is a very big test.Even husband and wife can divorce because of monetary issues.Then what about love at our age?
We must be realistic about some things.We cannot be childish and say that we can still love each other without money.It won't work out that way.We have to be realistic and accept the fact that we do need money to substain a relationship.You might love someone truly and that is priceless.I do agree.By loving that person,you want him or her to live a life without worries.You will need money.This is a fact.No matter how strong or how priceless your love is,you will need money.
Perhaps some of you might say that i am too realistic but this is the cruelty of this world.We cannot change it so we must accept it.I used to think taht if our love is strong enough then we can overcome all the problem together.I was wrong.Nothing in this world is so perfect.If anyone or anything is perfect,it is GOD! So we must be mature about such things if we really truly love each other.That is call real love as you make real sacrifices and use actions to prove it.
Although we must be realistic,we cannot be too over.Anything that is too over is not good.We can give without loving but we cannot love without giving.So,we cannot love someone because if money.If that is the case,i reccomend you to end the realationship.As you are only loving him or her money but not the person.Then what is the purpose of being with someone you don't love?
You can fake that you love that person.You can lie to everyone but can you lie to yourswelf and GOD? GOD knows everything that is happening.Even if you can lie to yourself,how long can you do that? So be clear to your conscieous.Don't be too realistic.Everything has a limit to it.When you lie to someone,you not only feel guilty but you will also hurt the people around you.So be someone who is smart,realistic and someone who do things clear to your comscieous.
MORAL OF THESE: BE REALISTIC BE CLEAR TO YOUR CONSCIEOUS DON'T HURT THE PEOPLE AROUND YOU
GOD WILL LOVE YOU AND WASH AWAY YOUR SINS!!!
FINDING TRUTH♥
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|3:37 AM|
Time will prove a lot of things.We don't have to get so agitated by other people's words.It is their mouth and we cannot control what they want to say.We just have to be ourselves.As sooner or later,people will know us.We don't have to scold the people who scold us.Just let them be.It is their problem when they scold us.If we scold them back,we are just lowering ourselves to their standard.We must uphold moral rights and be someone who is upright.We cannot be someone who bad mouth other people as that is committing a sin in GOD'S eye. Nothing can affect us unless we allow it or them to affect us.
EXAMPLE: A guy offer you drugs.
you have two options: 1) To take the drug. 2)Don't take the drug.
The morally right thing is to reject him and don't take the drug.That is call making a responsible choice to be someone upright. There are also people who will take the drug.They might have done something wrong but they are not the worst people. The worst people is people who took the drug but find excuses or themselves by saying that it was the guy's wrong for offering the drug to them.
So we can see how we can react to different circumstances.We have a choice of what we can do.So people,e someone whom you yourself can be proud of.
FINDING TRUTH♥
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Monday, March 15, 2010
|11:39 PM|
Talked to a lot of people since the last post... Just want to say that certain things really cannot be forced...We must let things go by natural.. Not only we won't be so stress,we will also be more happy...Really don't know how to express what is in my mind now...Seriously just let things go by natural can already...Don't want to stress the people around me or myself out...15 years old already,must learnt how to be mature. Cannot be so ignorant or childish anymore..Only by being mature,thinking mature and doing things like a responsible adult then will come acceptance...Things changes around us...we cannot stop the change but we can adapt to the changes...No one is born like GOD...we just have to be ourselves...That is the basic of life... Don't make things complicated for others and for me...Sometimes,the most simple things can have complication..It is just up to us to decipher that...But since things can be simple and easy why make things difficult? Humans are not perfect..there is slways room for improvement...We just have to learn how to improve ourselves and be a better person...A better person on earth creates more better relationship on earth... GOD will then be please with us...
FINDING TRUTH♥
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Sunday, March 14, 2010
|6:24 AM|
How to be mature? I am often being called as attention seeking girl...I also agree with that sometimes.. Although I agree but which girl does'nt want to be pampered and loved... No one wants to be an outcast or be left out...Neither do I.. I can say that i was not wrong to feel that way..but perhaps I approached it the wrong way.. I need to change this..I have lose a lot of things to get something that was'nt even what i want.. I lost my best friends....she gave up on me...Really regret it and hope can undone it..But i can't.. Things really must treasure...Don't wait until you lose it then you start regretting...It will be too late..I am starting to treasure everything I have now...I am going for checkup soon...hope i will be fine...so i will have chance to change and repent on the mistakes i did... To me...I think it is more mature to do that rather then stay complaining about how others treat me like how i use to..I need to change myself...Perhaps that will bring acceptance... I won't know until i try...hope that I will succeed
FINDING TRUTH♥
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|4:00 AM|
OMG!! FINALLY IT IS DONE!! Lots of things are like going through my mind..I don't know how to express them.. Been through and gone through so much...Starting to feel tired...want to take a rest now...But will it be safe here? Will i be disturb again? The future is unknown...If i know everything that is coming...I am not a human,but i will be GOD! Does it mean that just because i don't know what the future holds for me then i stopped at my path? I can't..Time moves on and the world continues to revolve and step into the unknown future... The only thing i can do is to anticiapte the future..Then will i be able to know what to do then.. I need to change...namely: ATTITUDE BEHAVIOURS MINDSET It is hard...but i must try...for myself and for the people whom i will have interaction with in the near future.. I have to give up on my old ways..so that i can look forward to many other things..
GIVING UP DOES'NT MEAN THAT I AM WEAK..IT JUST MEAN THAT I AM BRAVE AND STRONG ENOUGH TO MOVE ON!!
FINDING TRUTH♥
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|1:56 AM|
ALWAYS CREATE NEW BLOG!! THIS TIME REALLY HOPE CAN WRITE OUT MY THOUGHTS PEACEFULLY LE.. BEEN THROUGH SO MUCH UPS AND DOWNS... REALLY HOPE THIS TIME CAN STABLE DOWN AND STOP WANDERING LIAO..
