Name :SARINE CHENG SI MIN♥
Relationship status :SINGLE
Age :15
D.O.B :27th FEB
MSN :her-journey@hotmail.com
“I have often been downcast, but never in despair;
I REGARD MY HIDING AS A DANGEROUS ADVENTURE,
ROMANTIC AND INTERESTING AT THE SAME TIME.
IN MY DIARY I TREAT ALL MY PRIVATIONS AS AMUSING.
I HAVE MADE UP MY MIND NOW TO LEAD A DIFFERENT LIFE FROM OTHER GIRLS.
MY START HAS BEEN SO VERY FULL OF INTEREST,
AND THAT IS THE SOLE REASON WHY I HAVE TO LAUGH AT THE MOST PAINFUL AND HUMOROUS SIDE OF THESE MOMENTS.”
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I'm the only witness and the only person who can judge my life.
This is my blog so F**K OFF if you hate it.
[LOADS OF THOUGHTS]
Things that have been done cannot be undone... ♥
Just get alive and be yourself... ♥
You won't get affected by others if you don't let them affect you... ♥
Truth is never beautiful and what is beautiful might not be the truth... ♥
Have you felt betrayed by whom you thought was your closest friend or someone whom you just love to the max?
In these circumstances, the beautiful images of you laughing with your friend and the images of you lasting with the one you love will just come crushing down.The truth hurts and it might be so ugly till you can't bear to see it..
In these kind of situation, you can't do anything but feel that your world has crumbled to pieces.A lot of you will cry and try to use lies to cover up the ugliness of the truth.Have you ever thick that the truth still remains ugly under the lies?
No one is perfect.I had also been in this kind of situation myself.To ask you all not to cry and just ignore it is a stupid advice.I cried too and i also tried covering up the truth with lies.This is humanity.My advice now is that you can cry all you want and try to bluff yourself all you want but you have to come to a point where you come clear to yourself and pick youurself up.
It is normal when you try to lie to yourself that everything that happen is just a dream.You keep hoping that somehow when you wake up the next morning,things will be right again.When you realise the next day that nothing was fixed,you will cry but when you are going to sleep,you will wish that things will be right again the next day.
This process goes on until you truly accept the truth.When you accept the truth,it becomes a fact to you.It did hurt you badly and it still does but at least now you are forming an immune system le.That will be the first step you take to recovering.
The beginning of a thousand mile walk begins from the very first step.As long you take the first step and do whateva you can.There will be no regrets.You owe noboby else but yourself.Don't ever regret about what you had done as you had made the choice yourself.The only thing you can do now is to stop making decisions that you will regret.
FINDING TRUTH♥
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Saturday, April 10, 2010
|1:07 AM|
Some people, You thought you could see them again...... Somethings, You thought could have continued...... Some words, You thought you would have the chance to say it......
But just at the moment you turn your back,
Some people, You would never see them again...... Somethings, You would never be able to continue...... Some words, You would never have the chance to say it again......
By the time the moon goes down and the sun goes up, Everything is changed and irreverseble.......
So before things cannot be undone, Don't regret and treasure what you can do now......
Just like my blog say, Things once done cannot undone......
FINDING TRUTH♥
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Friday, April 2, 2010
|10:54 PM|
Why is there always good and evil? God created this world in balance.When there is good,there is always bad.If not why would there even be the word good and bad? A lot of people would wish that this world is perfect but what is deem as perfect?
Imperfection comes in when we compare it to something that we think is more perfect.Then isn't that already an imperfection itself? With nothing to compare,how do we know if something is better?
We always say that we hope things can be better.How much better do we want it to be? We need to have a range.Range comes from standards.How are standards set? It is based on our own set of theory of perfection.
Nothing is perfect in this world as we are always comparing.Though some people say that we should not compare,but without comparison,will there be improvement? If there is no improvement,will i still be posting this post or still hunting and cooking in forest?
Seriously,in order to strike a balance,we need to have both good and bad.Not only to do comparison,but to use it as a gage to improve ourself and make life better for us and our future generations.
This is the reasons why there are always good and bad.Not to make life difficult but make life better.We have to go through the thinking process to know what we are aiming for and what we are going to do to get it.The hardest part is to sort out your thinking.
I had a hard time crafting this post as i am also very confused by this topic myself.I am also sorting it out.If you have a clear thinking of what this topic is,please feel free to leave a tag.I will share your ideas with my readers.
Lastly,I just want to present this song as i think it is a nice song. (SORRY TO THOSE WHO AREN'T CHRISTIANS) This is a worship song from my church~
My Jesus,My Lord You're the love of my life Wherever you go Wanna be by your side
No longer I But Christ living in me Serving you for all eternity
My eyes set on you In this race that i run No longer my ways Let your will be done
Make me a servant My heart's ever true Clinging to the cross I'll follow You Follow You~
BELIEVE IN HIM AND HE SHALL BE YOUR GUIDING LIGHT I am not trying to set up a propaganda here,it is just my thoughts as a human. No matter what religion or race you from,I will respect you and you race and religion.
