[LOST ONE]


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Name :SARINE CHENG SI MIN♥
Relationship status :SINGLE
Age :15
D.O.B :27th FEB
MSN :her-journey@hotmail.com


“I have often been downcast, but never in despair;
I REGARD MY HIDING AS A DANGEROUS ADVENTURE,
ROMANTIC AND INTERESTING AT THE SAME TIME.
IN MY DIARY I TREAT ALL MY PRIVATIONS AS AMUSING.
I HAVE MADE UP MY MIND NOW TO LEAD A DIFFERENT LIFE FROM OTHER GIRLS.
MY START HAS BEEN SO VERY FULL OF INTEREST,
AND THAT IS THE SOLE REASON WHY I HAVE TO LAUGH AT THE MOST PAINFUL AND HUMOROUS SIDE OF THESE MOMENTS.”
. .

I'm the only witness and the only person who can judge my life.
This is my blog so F**K OFF if you hate it.

[LOADS OF THOUGHTS]

Things that have been done cannot be undone...


Just get alive and be yourself...


You won't get affected by others if you don't let them affect you...


Truth is never beautiful and what is beautiful might not be the truth...


You live for yourself and not for others...


Always think before you say or do anything...


What goes around comes around...


[LOVES]

HERSELF.


JESUS.


TRUTH.


LOVE.


HER LOVE ONES.



[LOATHES]

LIES.

BETRAYALS.

REVENGE.

HURTFUL WORDS.

SPAMMERS.

BROKEN PROMISES.


[LOOKS FOWARD TO]

ACCEPTANCE.
LOVE.
FORGIVENESS.
REPENTANCE.
MONEY.

[LONG AGO]]

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Saturday, April 24, 2010
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Truth is never beautiful and,

things that are beautiful may not be the truth..



Have you felt betrayed by whom you thought was your closest friend or someone whom you just love to the max?



In these circumstances, the beautiful images of you laughing with your friend and the images of you lasting with the one you love will just come crushing down.The truth hurts and it might be so ugly till you can't bear to see it..



In these kind of situation, you can't do anything but feel that your world has crumbled to pieces.A lot of you will cry and try to use lies to cover up the ugliness of the truth.Have you ever thick that the truth still remains ugly under the lies?



No one is perfect.I had also been in this kind of situation myself.To ask you all not to cry and just ignore it is a stupid advice.I cried too and i also tried covering up the truth with lies.This is humanity.My advice now is that you can cry all you want and try to bluff yourself all you want but you have to come to a point where you come clear to yourself and pick youurself up.



It is normal when you try to lie to yourself that everything that happen is just a dream.You keep hoping that somehow when you wake up the next morning,things will be right again.When you realise the next day that nothing was fixed,you will cry but when you are going to sleep,you will wish that things will be right again the next day.



This process goes on until you truly accept the truth.When you accept the truth,it becomes a fact to you.It did hurt you badly and it still does but at least now you are forming an immune system le.That will be the first step you take to recovering.

The beginning of a thousand mile walk begins from the very first step.As long you take the first step and do whateva you can.There will be no regrets.You owe noboby else but yourself.Don't ever regret about what you had done as you had made the choice yourself.The only thing you can do now is to stop making decisions that you will regret.



FINDING TRUTH

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