[LOST ONE]


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Name :SARINE CHENG SI MIN♥
Relationship status :SINGLE
Age :15
D.O.B :27th FEB
MSN :her-journey@hotmail.com


“I have often been downcast, but never in despair;
I REGARD MY HIDING AS A DANGEROUS ADVENTURE,
ROMANTIC AND INTERESTING AT THE SAME TIME.
IN MY DIARY I TREAT ALL MY PRIVATIONS AS AMUSING.
I HAVE MADE UP MY MIND NOW TO LEAD A DIFFERENT LIFE FROM OTHER GIRLS.
MY START HAS BEEN SO VERY FULL OF INTEREST,
AND THAT IS THE SOLE REASON WHY I HAVE TO LAUGH AT THE MOST PAINFUL AND HUMOROUS SIDE OF THESE MOMENTS.”
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I'm the only witness and the only person who can judge my life.
This is my blog so F**K OFF if you hate it.

[LOADS OF THOUGHTS]

Things that have been done cannot be undone...


Just get alive and be yourself...


You won't get affected by others if you don't let them affect you...


Truth is never beautiful and what is beautiful might not be the truth...


You live for yourself and not for others...


Always think before you say or do anything...


What goes around comes around...


[LOVES]

HERSELF.


JESUS.


TRUTH.


LOVE.


HER LOVE ONES.



[LOATHES]

LIES.

BETRAYALS.

REVENGE.

HURTFUL WORDS.

SPAMMERS.

BROKEN PROMISES.


[LOOKS FOWARD TO]

ACCEPTANCE.
LOVE.
FORGIVENESS.
REPENTANCE.
MONEY.

[LONG AGO]]

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Saturday, June 19, 2010
|1:02 AM|


It is okay not to be okay
We don't have a perfect life.We get hurt and we get affected by a lot of things. There are many things on this earth that we cannot control. We cannot control how people look at us and we cannot control what is going to happen to us next.

I don't know how much time I've left on this world but just when I'm preparing for the worst, something else worse happens. Some people around me showed me how much they wanted gone from their lives. They think that I'm a B**** who make use of others to get what I want. They think that I made others feel inferior and sad so that I can feel superior and haapy.

Just in a split of the time, all these camo right at me. I cannot comprehend le. Too much for me to bear. At first I didn't want to leave my love ones so early but now t seems like I being detest. The sooner I leave, the sooner they will be released from the sufferings I give them. Sorry if I caused you sufferings. I didn't mean it.

It hurts to realise how much of a demon I am. This person's last words to me was-" JUST F*** OFF B**** , UR HOPELESS" . Can see that this person hate me to the core. At least that person got a chance to sold me and release his anger. I'm being hated and detested. What a joke. I wanted to help people like me but I cannot even comprehend it myself.It is eating me up from inside out.

I'm so hopeless right? A horrible girl. I deserve to be hated and detested after all. I tried so hard to develop this blog in a good way but it still end up like that but I think that maybe you all learn something from this blog is that no matter how much a bad person try to change, peple still have the image of that bad person in their mind. I tried so hard but truth is that it just doesn't work out for me.

To all the readers, thanks for reading my post.
To the people who know me, thanks for everything.
To people who don't know me, be glad that you didn't know me.

Lastly, I'll welcome all the comments you all have about me. Whether it is good or bad. May god bless :)


FINDING TRUTH

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